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Tuesday, February 21

Frustration

Why is it so hard?? I love my husband very much... but sometimes I would like to ring his cute little neck. I know that he is trying to get a good job to support us ... I just wish it wasn't in Missouri, where I don't have any family or friends.

I had a whole other blog written, but I was rambeling and it didn't make sense. So this is what it turned out to be.

I'm sorry... I'm just in a bad mood and I'm tired of talking/arguing/fighting/misunderstanding with Steve.

Ok, I'm going to go to bed and hopefully have a more productive/better day tomorrow. Until then...

7 comments:

Steph Stanger said...

Sara, I have read this several times and have yet to comment because I don't know what to say!! What a tricky spot you are in. It's one of those darned if you do darned if you don't situations! I'm sure whatever you decide you can make the best of it! We were all looking forward to having you back but we of course support any decision you make! And it is important for Steve to have a job he feels good about and dosen't hate doing! I'm praying that God will give you wisdom to make the right decision and then peace about it! Love ya!
Steph

Crystal Starr said...

Oh Sara I am so sorry for your stress. I'm not sure how you are feeling but I know if I was in your position I would just feel like crud. I would be torn between trying to respect Scott and his wants and needs and then what I want. I know that you have been looking forward to moving back with your family and friends and that is going to be so hard for you if you have to do that. I also know that you love Steve so much and you just want him to be happy and let him do what he thinks is best for his family. I know you guys are going to figure this out. No matter where you live Steph and I will always be here for you and we'll always have blogging and visits. You know I have family in Arkansas and Oklahoma and we ALWAYS stop in St. Louis. Sara I am praying for you and Steve. I know this has got to be just as hard for him because he loves you so much too. Just really talk to each other and try to ONLY understand each other. I know this doesn't sound like much but just truly understanding Steve (and him you) just may help make things easier on you both. Hang in there Sara and if you need to talk or need anything I'm here for you ALWAYS!

I love ya babe!

Steve and Sara said...

Thank you both so much! It means the world to me, knowing you are here for me. I love you guys both!!!

Steve is there right now in MO as we speak. He is interviewing for the position, so we'll see tomorrow what they say.

I can tell you this, if we do happen to end up in MO, I will be in IL by you guys very, very often. I don't think I will get a job until after the summer is over. I will probably spend most of it by you guys and my parents. I'm excited for that. If we moved to IL right away, I would need to get a job pronto and I would love a few months off.

We'll see. I'm excited just to get back and see you guys just the same though. I can't wait!!!

Crystal Starr said...

Any news about Steve's job?

Steph Stanger said...

how's it going?

Crystal Starr said...

Hi Sara I just stopped by to see how you were and I see that Steph beat me to it, darn her!

Steve and Sara said...

Hey guys,
I'm doing really good. Steve go the job in MO. His first day is on March 27th, so we are really busy packing and planning for that. He is going ahead of me.

I'm still visiting your blogs and praying for all of you! I'm sorry I have been such a space cadet. I miss you guys and I will see you soon.

Love you!!